Another assignment deadline has come and gone. The deadline was for 9:59, and I turned the document in at 9:59. "Why," some of you may ask, " does she wait until the last minute to do the assignments and turn them in?" This is a very good question. I ask my self the very same question every time I am stressing myself out 15 minutes before the next thing is due.
Somewhere in the back of my mind I reassure myself that my best work gets done when I am under pressure, when, in fact, I know full well that this isn't true. It may get done quicker when I only have an hour than when I have 2 weeks. My thoughts may come to mind quicker, due to pressure or other circumstances, in these stressful situations. But all in all, not I nor anybody I know truly works good under pressure.
On top of this, I would rather not be in school right now. I am tired of trying to cram things, ideas, and numbers into my head. I'm not tired of learning, I'm just tired of school. Why can't I just cook, sew, and make pretty things for the rest of my life?
The reason I hate deadlines is because I avoid them. I avoid them like the plague. This comes back to bite me. 'Oh, that paper is due tomorrow? I don't want to deal with it now, besides, I will have plenty of time to write it before class... {The next morning} Ugh! I can't type fast enough! My brain isn't working today!' -insert stressed out college kid here-
This is one of my biggest faults in life. I struggle with time management daily. 'Sure I have time for 1 sudoku puzzle. {3 hours later} *yawn* It's getting pretty late, I will have to work on school work tomorrow.' Like right now. I should be in bed, yet I sit here typing about how bad my time management is.
My goal is to get better. Hmmmmm Maybe I will work on it tomorrow... ; )
By the way, stay tuned! School has been cancelled for tomorrow, so I plan on spending the day catching up on school work and bringing you the recipe that I made on Valentine's Day.
Fly with Christ!
Rachel : )
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